Lent Lily - Zig

Week Milestone
2019-07-22 Ranked #80 This Week
Weeks On Chart

1

Highest Rank

80

Published Date
2017-09-04

Summary

This song was first added to our tracker on Monday July 1, 2019 and has been on our chart 1 time. It was discovered by VocaBot on the YouTube channel ジグ Official YouTube Channel.

translation by ForgetfulSubs
Why do I end up feeling so lonely?
Why do I end up wanting to cry?
I wished that I could disappear
And for some reason, found myself sobbing again.
Why do I only ever feel happy when you are by my side?
With the truth still beyond my understanding,
I fall deeper.
A dark hospital ward, a tied thread.
Going through numerous white mental states
I feel like I’m yet set to walk this incomplete life.
“How worthless” someone says
Let’s sing with these crumbled hearts of ours
If it’s a requiem at least
I think I can manage a bright smile.
Even words I don’t know
Become as if I heard them from you.
“I’m scared” Conveys this anxious heart of mine.
I turned into unbreathable smoke
And a never-wilting flower
But still, only you looked at me.
"why do you go so far for someone like me?"
"for your own sake?"
Why do I end up feeling so lonely?
Why do I end up wanting to cry?
I wished that I could disappear
And for some reason, found myself sobbing again.
Why do I only ever feel happy when you are by my side?
I don’t know but, isn’t that surely a beautiful thing?
"I wonder why I'm even alive"
"do you know why?"
None of us can live all by ourselves so
I suppose there’s nothing to be done
trying to live forcibly.
But being alone makes me feel so desolate, so
I thought of something.
I thought how I’d like to die with you,
I wished that I could die.
With these bodies of ours tied together
I think we’d be able to pass away together.
"with a one, two here we go"
And then you smiled,
You smiled, just like you always did.
I tried calling your name, my voice cracking only slightly.
But you smiled still,
and said “But I don’t want to die”
Will you ever forgive me for being so selfish?
Why do I end up feeling so lonely?
Why do I end up wanting to cry?
Is it because, you'd stay by my side
Even if I wished that I could disappear?